Today, 31st July 2009

Current quote:

Anger says:

"I can destroy

The whole world."

Peace says:

"Not when I work

Inside you."

Friends :)

Forgiving friends :)

You are my best friend
You always will be
Yet sometimes I get mad at you
And you get mad at me
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I don't know what to do
But remember always
That I will forgive you

Today, 29th July 2009

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...

Today, 27th July 2009

True Happiness

The smile across her face is reflected in her eyes,
This happiness she has, it's not a lie.
If she could, she would scream and jump for joy,
But this happiness isn't coming from a toy.
Her cheeks hurt for smiling so long,
I think she might start to sing a song.
A song about true happiness,
A feeling that she found in her heart.
This happiness, she wants everyone to be apart of.
This happiness is never to be taken away,
She wants it so badly to stay.
For all her life she's been sad and lonely,
But she finally found a cure,
So please don't ruin it for her.

Today, 24th July 2009.

Oh yes, I feel this!
And I made this ^_^

The one I thought I could trust
The one I thought could understand
She helped me up now she's bringing me down
Ruin my life- let's give her a hand
Take away my every hope
Destroy me and take away what's left
Only a few friends to call my own
But you so have taken them with such deft
Now I sit all alone in my room
Does it make you happy to see me in misery?
Because by the tone of your uncaring voice
That is how it does seem
A simple thing such as this
Can ruin a persons' day
But so much about me you don't know
And such a simple thing can cause great dismay
Few friends to now call my own
And now they are taken by your will
With your pitiless sword
You strike down to my heart for the kill
As I cry, my heart broken
You continue frivilous small talk with another
So thank you so much for giving me pain
My old friend now gone- my mother

Sad Love Poems :(

Why Had This Happen

I want to say I love you,
because it'd truly true.

I don't want to be a lier,
but I don't have the quality of being a fighter.

Our love for sure is froebiden,
but I can't help it all of our sudden.

I had to leave you even if it hurts,
were uder one circumtances and we are both hurt.

I'll miss that for sure,
and the pain will bw cured
as the times goes by
We just have to wait,
and don't forget, in love there's nothing late.

Even if I have regrets,
I'll surely miss you don't forget.

My love for you is forever,
And I will never forget you never.

I should have known

I should have known better than
to fall in love with you
It's all just a fading memory
I should have known
nothing would come of this
I should have known
you wouldn't catch me
I should have known
you would never leave her for me
I should ahve known
you were only going to break my heart
But no matter how much my heart is breaking
i just can't seem to let go.

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This poem made me cry :'(

My Best Friend

We have always been inseparable,
Well at least since the age of two,
Best friends we stood side by side,
It was always me and you.

We always told each other secrets,
There wasn't anything we kept from each other,
I loved you more than anything,
You were like my brother.

From kindergarten to 4th grade,
You got teased for hanging out with a girl,
Still you never left me alone,
You put me before the world.

Then I fell in love,
With some guy in my 7th grade class,
And when he broke my heart,
You were there to kick his a$$.

You were always there for me,
Through the thick and thin,
Always you were there,
Being my best friend.

No matter what happened to us,
Or came in our way,
You never left me all alone,
You were there to stay.

You threw me the biggest party,
On my sweet sixteen,
Everyone from school was there,
But you I hadn't seen.

As I went to open my presents,
I opened your card first,
It said the you loved me more than a friend,
And my tears soon began to burst.

Then out from the corner of the room,
You began to walk my way,
Tears came streaming down my face,
I began to runaway.

I locked myself in my room,
And cried tears to form a sea,
And soon I realized we were more than friends,
That we were meant to be.

I came out of my room,
To find you standing there,
I looked into your eyes,
And realized you really cared.

So soon you became my boyfriend,
And we kissed for moments to last,
And forgot all about just being friends,
Like we were in the past.

Then on my 21st birthday,
You took me for surprise,
As you went down on your knees,
And I looked right in your eyes.

You took my hand so firmly,
As you were about to change your life,
You took a ring from in your pocket,
And said,'Will you be my wife?'

I was so shocked my mind went blank,
I didn't know what to say,
As I softly spoke words so true,
Tears came as I said, 'Okay'

You looked at me and said,
'I have another present waiting for you'
You opened the curtains only to see,
A BMW painted blue.

We both jumped in,
My brand new car,
And we took off for a ride,
Though we didn't go far.

Another car started swerving,
And right in a flash,
That car and I,
Had suddenly crashed.

It was a drunk driver,
Who took my soon to be husbands life,
And left me here all alone,
His soon to be wife.

If it wasn't for them,
He'd still be alive,
Just shows to what happens,
When you drink and drive

Friendship Poems

You will always have a friend in me

People go everyday not knowing what they may lose
Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news
I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache
Scared from the nightmare they may never awake
I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand
Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand
Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade
Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made
I know it’s hard to say goodbye, to finally let them go
Missing them and praying that they know
I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here
To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear
I promise to lift you up whenever you are down
I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown
I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend
All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend
Lives are lost daily, I know it isn’t fair
Just know you will always have someone that truly cares
One day you will join them in heaven, and then you’ll finally see
That through all this time you’ll always have a friend in me :)

The Gift of Friendship

Running to you once again
With big tears in my eyes
You pull me close in a brotherly hug
And just let me cry

Offering me a haven
In my time of need
Means so very much more
Then you could ever see

Your friendship is the greatest gift
It abides with me always
Just knowing that you are around
Gives me the courage to stay

The smiles that you send my way
The looks that say you care
Help me through the hardest days
In a world that's so unfair

You must think I'm crazy
Every time that I complain
That 'Someone' is being stupid
Or causing me more pain

But you have stayed right with me
I know you've always tried
To help me face the honest truth
When I just wanted to hide

So love and hugs I send to you
Across the many miles
And hope that I, in turn, can be
A friend that brings you smiles