I don't know you well, But what I know

I do not know you well, but what I know
Enchants me, like a song sung far away.
I cannot hear the words, but what they say
Hangs softly on the hills where I must go.

I see you furtively and note your eyes,
Hazel and dreamy, your spirit half elsewhere;
I note the sheen of your dark, lustrous hair
And wish I knew your thoughts and shared your cries.

This love brings me sweet pain, but I want more,
Driven by a dream I can't control.
I want the truth of you, untamed and whole;
In frantic hope I haunt your open door.

If not for you :)

If not for you, I wouldn’t know
What true love really meant.
I’d never feel this inner peace;
I couldn’t be content. If not for you, I’d never have
The pleasures of romance.
I’d miss the bliss, the craziness,
Of love’s sweet, silly dance. I have to feel your tender touch;
I have to hear your voice;
No other one could take your place;
You’re it; I have no choice. If not for you, I’d be adrift;
I don’t know what I’d do;
I’d be searching for my other half,
Incomplete, if not for you.

I love you :'')

Days and Night ;')

The days breeze by
The nights fly as if swept up on the wings of an eagle
And through it all
I miss you

I long to see your sweet face
At times you seem so shy
At times you seem so outgoing
And through it all
I love you

To hear you say those words
To see the water fall
Like so many drops of rain
So beautiful
Yet a beauty that torments my soul
I'm sorry I couldn't help

I hear you swear
I hear you yell
I feel the tension in your body
Your muscles knotted
I try to relax you
I wish I could just hold you forever
I wish I were with you

I miss you when you're gone
I love you always and forever
I'm sorry I can't always be who you need
I wish you were here for me to hold

Today, 12th August 2009

I miss you.

I know it hurt you,
It hurt me too,
But now that you are gone,
All I know is I miss you.

You were there for so long,
I never thought you would leave.
I thought you had so many years,
waiting up your sleeve.

That day you left,
Was the saddest of my life
I remember going home,
And crying all night.

I might be selfish,
But I wish you were still here.
Or if you stayed,
For at least one more year.

I know you loved me,
I still love you too,
So Im trying to be good,
Just for you.

I know Im not perfect,
I never will be.
But I hope your up there,
Proud of me.

You had to let go,
Even though you were holding on for so long
But theres not a day I dont think of you,
And how you were so strong.

You never complained,
Or said why me?
You just knew,
That thats the way it was meant to be.

So I just want to tell you,
Even though I still cry,
That I miss you so much,
And Im glad you said goodbye.

Today, 3rd August 2009

I'm sick. I'm having a fever.
Oh H1N1,
Why are you even exsisted?
FUCK YOU.

Today, 1st August 2009

The way it should be

Solitude have I to endure,
seemingly held with disclosure.
A fellow left astray,
as yet from yesterday.

Flashing your dainty, disarming smile,
warms my heart every once in a while.
Our longtime kinship
will always bloom with friendship.

It has never been so profound,
a lifetime friend have I found.
Let our friendship be a bond,
which can never be like a dry pond.

Let us not forget the dreams we share,
forever like sisters or brothers we care.
You'll always be a friend to me,
and that's the way it should be.

Today, 31st July 2009

Current quote:

Anger says:

"I can destroy

The whole world."

Peace says:

"Not when I work

Inside you."